mom i miss you so much. i think about you every day. sometimes i will pretend in my mind that i am laying next to you and holding you. it soothes me, comforts me so much to do that. it hurts to think of all the thinjgs you wont see here with me, like mikes graduation and this coming christmas. i cant bear to think of this christmas coming up without you here. sometimes i feel like this isnt real, that your still here with me. i love you with all my heart. i hope you can see me now from heaven and that one day i will get to see you again. you are my best driend, love natalie##imported-begin##natalie sare##imported-end##